, to my right two people were telling me they enjoyed the contrast of color between mine and cally's then i turned to my left and there stood lynn as bronze as ever i looked at her and her girlfriend standing beside her and said i enjoy the blend between your brown skin, looked at my lifted arm and thought my own color of cafe au lit a nice in between. the two ladies then took of for dinner and i remembered how hard it was for me back in some day when lynn went out on her dates, how was i not gonna do the same? call up raquel and finish some bzness left hanging? nahhh. think of all the trouble that'd bring! okay next, i'm walking alongside a swimming pool full of red leaves. i hear people in their apartments looking out teasing me 'bout my wacked out hair do and then i shrug off those dusty words. i stand at one end of the pool and see a crew of teenage boys on the other. ms germaine and a little girl appear in their swim suit + goggles at the poolside when i dive into water, those boys turned into sharks and swam right past me as though not one laid his eyes upon me.